Not Ready

Today Brooke and I had our first real conversation about college and did some research together online.  After our talk I had a knot in my stomach and tears in my eyes...this Momma isn't ready to even be thinking about this!! :( I'm supposed to still have TWO YEARS!  But after doing our research, I'm learning fast that there is a lot to do (a lot sooner than I thought) and a lot to learn...I may need one of those "for dummies" books to even have a clue about the what, when, how and why of all this!  UGH can I just not let her grow up?